Post by fakepunk on Oct 6, 2022 0:40:19 GMT
Plastique Condessa - La Ambición de Guadalupe (Early Version)
Lançamento: 07 de julho de 2026
Duração: 42m40s
Gênero: Alternative Rock, Piano Rock, Steampunk
Compositores: Plastique Condessa
Produtores: Apollyon
PLASTIQUE CONDESSA RECORDS &
ARCADE RECORDS
SIDE A
Below The Mountain
1. My Whole Heart
2. You Forgot
3. Lazarus
4. Perfectionist
5. Smile and Wave
6. Convicted Of Murder
SIDE B
Above The Mountain
7. Deep
8. Hide & Seek
9. All About Death
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"Com uma semana de atraso (se não tiver atraso não é a Plastique), Plastique Condessa lança a versão descartada de seu quarto álbum de estúdio, La Ambición de Guadalupe. Apesar de ser a mesma estrutura de um álbum, este é considerado uma coletânea de unreleaseds e raridades de Plastique Condessa. Sendo um projeto muito mais denso, menos eletrônico e mais calmo do que a versão final, essa versão, produzida por Apollyon, tem letras mais densas e abstratas do que a versão final.
1. My Whole Heart (4:49)
LETRA
I don't think I'll survive, any much inside my mind
Cause when I sing, about cruel things
I'm hurting me, all my feelings
But maybe, I was born a masochist
I don't think the world, will give me any good life
My head is so loud inside
But this, this is my whole heart
I was born to contempt the world, contempt, contempt, contempt
Because this is my whole heart
Talk about things, anybody like to talk
And feel that I'm bothering someone
I like to bother
This is my whole heart
I want a good world, to give to my son
So, when I feel, I'm writing it down, this is with soul
I don't know if I'm making well, but
My music is my heart, heart, heart, heart
I don't think I'll survive any much inside my mind
When I sing, about cruel things, I'm hurting me
But maybe, I was born, to live died
Music is my God, and what I pray is in song lines
But this, this is my whole heart
I was born to contempt the world, contempt, contempt, contempt
Contempt, contempt, contempt
Contempt, contempt, contempt
Contempt, contempt, contempt
2. You Forgot (4:10)
LETRA
I've forgot who I was, and the hope I have when I learn
That great fever, of not being concerned
I've forgot, who I was
I've accepted, the control
I don't recognize myself, this is what means growing up?
You become so tired of the world, so you can't fight cause you're broke
So you accept the world
You accept that you're done
Maybe I've forgot my beliefs, and I need to rebrand again
I forgot yourself, I did give up
I forgot Plastique, she was still here
I forgot, about everything
Now I don't know who I'll become
But I think I'll have to be someone
3. Lazarus
LETRA
Looking at the mirror of your room, all the versions of you
Since you were a child, till the time that you are now
You saw the times you were died, the times you couldn't find
Who you were on the inside
You'd died so many times
In any of them you did fell apart
Cause everytime you had died, you find a new version inside
Lazarus is on your mind
Lazarus is on your mind
Lazarus, rise
I think you're just confused
Stand up, get in line
You'll find yourself inside
Lazarus rise
The track is looking gray, you don't know no more who you are
You questionate your intelligence, if you're doing right
If you're not only another dumb, faking to be smart
If you should give up
You'd died so many times
In any of them you did fell apart
Cause everytime you had died, you find a new version inside
Lazarus is on your mind
Lazarus is on your mind
Lazarus, rise
I think you're just confused
Stand up, get in line
You'll find yourself inside
Lazarus rise
Lazarus rise
I think you're just confused
Stand up, get in line
You'll find yourself inside
Lazarus rise
4. Perfectionist
LETRA
I know that you'll try to hide, behind all the masks
You can't run from your bad side, you'll try to stay perfect all the time
You don't accept your evil mind, live on a fucking paradise, oh
Fucking perfectionist
There's monsters inside of all of us
Sometimes some experiments goes wrong
Not all the versions are good
Not all the versions are bad
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Don't try to hurt yourself, you don't need to be perfect all the time
Accept your bad thoughts
Use them just to grow, don't accept that perfection spiral
Wrong is who thinks that don't make mistakes
Sometimes we're all bad persons
Sometimes I feel bad on feeling bad things
Is like a healthy mind doesn't feel like this
I'm a fucking perfectionist
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
On this trip, to know who I am
I think I have stepped in false sometimes
Now I'm lost inside my mind, I don't know what's wrong, don't know what's right
Oh
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Don't try to hurt yourself, you don't need to be perfect all the time
Accept your bad thoughts
Use them just to grow, don't accept that perfection spiral
Wrong is who thinks that don't make mistakes
Sometimes we're all bad persons
My perfection is what makes me walk in circles
And create characters to express my mind, and get lost in them
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, yeah
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Don't try to hurt yourself
Sometimes we're all some kind of hypocrites
Don't try to hurt yourself
Don't try to hurt yourself
Don't try to hurt yourself
Don't try to hurt yourself...
5. Smile and Wave
LETRA
Sometimes I fall into knees, tired of everything
And I don't want no more be living
Thinking why I was born right here
Why I am on this place, of profound pain
Where humans are treated as Inhumans, and we think it is okay
Everything is okay
We just smile and wave
Smile and wave
Smile and wave
I think I take everything so deep, and it's so harmful
I do fucking hate myself, hate the person I am
I think I'm not doing enough, to help the people that cross my path
I feel I'm not enough
I feel I'm not enough
I feel I'm not enough
But smile and wave
Smile and wave
Smile and wave
I'm tired of everything
Let me lay on my bed
And just suffer
Cause it's what I can
And just suffer
Cause it's what I can
6. Convicted Of Murder
LETRA
Sometimes it's like I'm convicted of murder, and I feel so culpable, for living comfortably
Sometimes the privilege hits me on my back, like all the injuries of the world, are somehow my fault
And I look so weak, on crying about this
I feel myself so silly, I cry but what I'm doing to it?
I know it's not but it feels all my fault, I feel culpable on being happy, it's crawling under my skin
It's 2025 and the world is burning, being happy sounds like a bad joke, or an offence
Sometimes, I wish I didn't felt anything
Just another robot to the machine
Maybe right here, I would live a simpler way, not make myself an enemy
Sometimes ignorance is awfully convenient
The plague comes from outside, and it breaks from the inside
Breaking all my bones, proofing that I'm the wrong
Nothing I'll ever do, will ever be enough
The world won't change
It's sad when you lose hope, I need to find myself
Grabbing on something to believe again
I don't care if I will be a dreamer, but I need to believe again
Believe on people, I don't care if I'm wrong
7. Deep
LETRA
It's so deep
How I get involved in this sick fantasies
Fantasying everything, what I could be
Not happy with myself at all, how it's awfully convencible my head when it wants to put me down
And it goes deep, and deep, and deep
It's where I get lost
No matter how I escalate but I'm always on the floor
It's deep, it's deep
Clearly, it's not the healthiest way to live
But I can't evit, when I look around I'm on it
Not happy with myself at all, how it's awfully convencible my head when it wants to put me down
And it goes deep, and deep, and deep
It's where I get lost
No matter how I escalate but I'm always on the floor
It's deep, it's deep
[My head is deep like a well
Without stairs to go up and see the clouds
But I am trying to rise
To go up to see the sunshine
It's disgusting to live like this, disgusting
Disgusting]
Fantasying everything, what I could be
Fantasying everything, what I could be
Fantasying everything, what I could be
8. Hide & Seek
LETRA
What I want, now is hidden
What I contempt, now is shown
What I want
I'm searching someone
Searching someone, I never known
She's hidden, cause I'm lost
And if I'm lost, I'm not the one
So where's her? Where's her?
Where's her? Where's her?
Where's her? Where's her?
Where's her? Where's her?
I'm searching for a new version of myself
I feel like a doppelganger
I'm not made to be there
An impostor on my own brain
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
I must find her, I must find her
I must find her, I must find her
She's like a prophecy, like a God who will come to save me
She will finally bring my joy, but I can't find her
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
I must find her, I must find her
I must find her, I must find her
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
She's not there, she's not there
She's not there, she's not there
I think someone must be there, on somewhere I can't see
To make the things look clear, but she's playing with me
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
I must find her, I must find her
I must find her, I must find her
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
She's not there, she's not there
She's not there, she's not there
There's no answers for my pain, I'm searching for someone who will bring happiness
And I think someone must have all the answers
I need someone to take control of my brain
I gotta find someone, I gotta find someone
I gotta find someone, I gotta find someone
It's so agonizing not knowing who you are
I gotta find someone, I gotta find someone
I gotta find someone, I gotta find someone...
I don't have control over myself, I don't even know no more who I am
I don't know who I am, but I think the real one
Must be there, on somewhere, over the place, with all the answers, answers, answers, answers, anwers
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
I don't care if I have to die, but I'll find her somehow
I don't care if I have to die, but I'll find her somehow
I don't care if I have to die, but I'll find her somehow
I don't care if I have to die, but I'll find her somehow
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide and seek, hide and seek
Hide, hide, hide, hide
Hide, hide, hide, hide
Hide... Hide... Hide... Hide...
9. All About Death
LETRA
Death isn't so bad
Cause everything is about death
Everything, we know around
We have died so many times
Death isn't the end
It's a beginning in another way
We have died many times
We have died many times
When we think that there's no escape
When we took too much in life
And we think we're our own enemies
When our mind is sad and alone
Death of ego, death of the old
Death of old feelings, death, death
Death of someone who inspire us
The death is everywhere
Death isn't so bad
Cause everything is about death
Everything, we know around
We have died so many times
Death isn't the end
(I know we have to die, to revive
So, death for now, is my best friend
I don't want to be dead, but I accept that death exists
I accept the death in me)