Hina Maeda - Sometimes I Get Scared :(

Hina Maeda - Sometimes I Get Scared :( Sept 10, 2022 22:20:08 GMT

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Post by fakepunk on Sept 10, 2022 22:20:08 GMT

Hina Maeda - Sometimes I
Get Scared
Data de Lançamento: 06 de maio de 2026
Duração: 43m34s
Gêneros: Punk, Pop Punk, Alternative Rock, Hard Rock
Compositores: Hina Maeda, Nea Heidi
Produtores: BABUSHKA
ROCKET RECORDS

Hina Maeda finalmente lança o seu aguardado álbum de estúdio, contando com as três faixas previamente lançadas e mais 9 músicas inéditas. Diferente de seu primeiro álbum de estúdio, onde a cantora mostra apenas o seu lado mais rebelde e transgressor, em Sometimes I Get Scared Hina Maeda continua mostrando este lado, porém também expondo a sua fragilidade em meio a algumas questões da vida.

TRACKLIST
I Revive
Sometimes I Get Scared
I Almost Got Hit By a Car
Prom Queen
Doubts
Courtney Love
Stay
Melancholic Songs
Cry
BREAK! ft. Lucca Lordgan
Mind Waste
I WANNA GET OLD ft. Yves & Saori

PLAYLIST AQUI

I Revive (3:20)
A primeira faixa do disco tem sentido ambíguo. A faixa pode ser interpretada como um relacionamento abusivo, de quando a pessoa está presa e finalmente se livrar. Porém, a faixa fala realmente sobre a relação de Hina com a Norma, e sobre as imposições abusivas que a ex-dona da Rocket fazia sobre ela, o que é comparável com uma relação abusiva.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
When you leave me in pieces
And you take everything I have
What you don't know, is that I'm a phoenix
And I'll revive, revive, woo!
Revive, revive
Revive, revive

Poison me, take everything I did
Your soul is dark and everything you do is an abuse
So you're missing me? I think it very cool
I'll revive and you will be degrading on the cave that yourself made
You think you're smart? But who's laughing now?
I can take my shit back but I hope you die in pain

Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell
Yeah, and I hope you're not doing well, I hope you're burning in hell
When you leave me in pieces
And you take everything I have
But I'll revive, revive
Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell

When you see the tears in your eyes, wanting me back
It just makes me smile
No, I don't wanna hear your side
I don't wanna hear anything of you, I've heard enough to leave you right here

So I'll say you that
Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell
Yeah, and I hope you're not doing well, I hope you're burning in hell, just hell
When you leave me in pieces
And you take everything I have
And I'll revive, revive
Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell

And I am frustrated
That I didn't woke up before
It's a shame that I was so dumb
Cause you're a shame

When you leave me in pieces
And you take everything I have
What you don't know, is that I'm a phoenix
And I'll revive

Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell
Yeah, and I hope you're not doing well, I hope you're burning in hell
When you leave me in pieces
And you take everything I have
And I'll revive, revive
Yeah, I hope you suffer in the deep of hell

Sometimes I Get Scared (3:15)
O primeiro single promocional do disco, essa faixa fala sobre como ser uma pessoa rebelde não está em nada relacionado com a falta de fragilidades, e nem com a falta de emoção; essa faixa fala que todo mundo, sem exceção, é frágil.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
Always had played a bad girl, to live fast and die young
Where I ate all the boy's heart
But I've really got some scars
And I think they aren't so far of me
I see that little broke teenage girl when I look in the mirror
I see that she haven't ever gone, so come on, come on

I'm still a bad girl, don't think I'm weaker than you think
But sometimes I get scared
I think I just had, been born to be punk
But sometimes I get scared
(I'm afraid)

Crying in my room, I will get back soon
I'll just lace up my boots, and put my black lipstick
I am not afraid of say I really cry
And damn, I cry it loud, I scream
I don't have shame to say that, so come on, come on

I'm still a bad girl, don't think I'm weaker than you think
But sometimes I get scared
I think I just had, been born to be punk
But sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared

Yeah I'm a cry baby, But I could break all your bones
That little girl isn't gone
And when you found her, you'll see
That she's your best part, only try to conquest that little girl
And when you found her, you'll see that she's your best part

I'm still a bad girl, don't think I'm weaker than you think
But sometimes I get scared
I think I just had, been born to be punk
But sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared
Sometimes I get scared

I Almost Got Hit By a Car (3:09)
Apesar do título inusitado, essa faixa fala sobre pressão. Ela fala sobre como as preocupações da vida e as expectativas que os outros botam sobre você te tiram da realidade. Quando ela diz que quase foi atropelada, na realidade ela está dizendo que estava tão imersa em seus problemas que não prestou atenção no trânsito, por isso quase foi atropelada.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
Today I was walking down the street and almost got hit by a car
I was kinda distracted walking sad through the streets
Because I think by now, my head is on the clouds
Thinking in everything and thinking in nothing at the same time
Thinking I'm confused and contradictory
And because of that no one will ever understand
And my works in college are accumulated, I don't think I'll ever graduate

I almost got hit
Cause my head was in the clouds, I almost got hit by a car
So I almost got hit
(I'm paralyzed)

Yesterday morning I was crying on the floor, I think I'm not ready for the adulthood
I try everytime to be the greatest but I only get screwed
My dad wishes I was the girl next door
Cause she had become company manager at the age of twenty four

I almost got hit
Cause my head was in the clouds, I almost got hit by a car
So I almost got hit

(That is crazy bullshit *laughs*)
(What are you talking about? The song?)
(Uh... About life...?)
(Uh, yeah, alright, omg, I really agree *laugh*)
(Woo! *Mwah*)

I'm breaking all my bones to only get on top
All I really wanted was to be recognised, yeah, honey
But I almost got hit by a car, by a car
So I almost got hit, by a car

I almost got hit
Cause my head was in the clouds, I almost got hit by a car
So I almost got hit

Prom Queen (3:18)
Em Prom Queen, Hina fala como queria ser uma "garota perfeita", tal qual as rainhas do baile. Mas ela entende também na música que nunca poderá atingir esse padrão de perfeição ,e que talvez não tenha nascido para ser perfeita, pois isso não seria ela mesma.

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LETRA
I'm trying to just swallow my fears

Sometimes it looks like I have the curse and the gift
Everything is happening so fast, I want to breathe, but it's getting harder

Oh honey, this is an old problem
I keep getting back to the same mistakes, I just want to be a Prom Queen
Perfect, smiling to the public, while I'm holding some flowers but I'd only got problems

It looks like I'm not the Prom Queen
And it looks like I did never really had been
I'll never be on stage sending kisses

Sorry everyone, I can't be perfect
I know I'm not the girl all of you wanted
And I don't know if I'll ever be that successful
But I know I'm not the Prom Queen on the stage

I'm not the Prom Queen, cause my makeup is blurred
I'm not the Prom Queen, my dress is ripped
I'm not the Prom Queen, I'm looking more like Carrie
Killing everyone with the power of telekinesis

I'm not the Prom Queen, I send my love to them
But I did never was made, to stay with no mistakes
Maybe I wasn't born for that, stage

Doubts (3:23)
Doubts fala mais sobre ser magoada em relações afetivas. Hina fala sobre como a imagem de durona que ela mostra na sociedade acaba atrapalhando ela às vezes, no ponto que as pessoas acham que ela não irá se magoar com nada que façam com ela, o que não é verdade.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA

I know my insistence is bad, and I'm sorry
But I assure you that I need to be really sure of that
That your love isn't just a thing I made up in my head
I know it's stupid being sensible like this but I can't evit feeling down sometimes, so try to be kind

I just need to know that your love is real, please don't hurt me, please I beg you
I look a little bitter outside, but there's a heart beating here inside
So when you're gone, please just warn me before

People looks at me, and thinks "she's cold as ice"
"She have all the control over her heart"
That's why they won't hesitate when they try to hurt me, they think I'll end just fine
But every love got it's scars, anyone have the control over that
Sometimes I get a little scared, that you're going to break me again

I just need to know that your love is real, please don't hurt me, please I beg you
I look a little bitter outside, but there'a a heart beating here inside
So when you're gone, please just warn me before

So I beg you to be careful with my heart
Because everydoby sometimes cry
Even if I look like I have the control over mind
But inside me there's other side
Everybody sometimes is fragile
There's any person who is rebel all the time
At the most of the time I put my middle fingers on the air
But sometimes I feel doubts like that

Doubts that I don't show anybody, cause I need to keep the mask
But sometimes it's so confusing, everything is fucked up and I just can't help with that
Sometimes there's so fucked up things I don't know where to run, feelings are like a loaded gun
I don't know where it's gonna shoot
Sometimes it's on me, sometimes it's on others, yeah

I just need to know that your love is real, please don't hurt me, please I beg you
I look a little bitter outside, but there'a a heart beating here inside
So when you're gone, please just warn me before

La la la, la la la
La la la, oh, yeah

Courtney Love (2:45)
Lead single do álbum e eleita a Best New Track de sua semana de lançamento, Courtney Love fala sobre ser uma mulher no mundo do rock e como apenas a sua presença incomoda rockeiros, por conta que o rock é um gênero machista por si só. Na música ela se impõe, e fala sobre seu sucesso no rock e como ele é incômodo.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA

They think female angst is so out of style
They don't wanna hear me scream, they don't want me as an rockstar
On their mind only a man can do sex and drugs
But I'm a real bullet, and I'm ready to explode

(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love
(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love

I am not caucasian, not a man wearing leather jacket
Not what they thought that would come to put rock on top
It's so hard to overrule it, it's so hard the hate I get, but I smash the pain

(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love
(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love

A powerful woman voice is better than any man would do
I put my songs on the top, and make a bunch of punk men mad
I've came to stay, so you can start to cry
I'll not keep my mouth shut, so you better respect
Shut up, it's Courtney Love

(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love
(I'm the rockstar they wanted) of female angst
(I'm everything they wanted) they wanted a new Kurt Cobain
To rule the rock n roll, so here's Courtney Love

Stay (4:35)
Stay fala sobre relações superficiais que acontecem pelo medo de ter algo mais sério. Ela fala como o medo de ser machucado às vezes nos deixa presos, e não nos dando o direito de sermos felizes ao lado de alguém.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
I'm in your bed now, thinking how we're superficial

We will probably die young, but we live on the max
We did found ourselves in a sea of people, but I'll need to leave you
Not connection with anyone, to not hurt myself

We both are so alone, as it shows
I'm so tired of everything, and I'm only twenty one

Should I let you stay? Should you let me stay?
Because we both are so afraid, and I think it's okay

I smoke a cigarette, while listen Back To Black
And thinking that I'll just never comeback
I know I'm treating myself so bad, but I can't help with that
There's inside fears, that are so strong

We both are so alone, as it shows
I'm so tired of everything, and I'm only twenty one

Should I let you stay? Should you let me stay?
Because we both are so afraid, and I think it's okay

So I make out the bed, and walk to the door
You're sleeping like an angel, I want to stay, but I need to go
We will probably never meet again, so it's a goodbye scene
But I keep thinking what would happen if I just stay, stay

We're both are so alone, as it shows
I'm so tired of everything, and I'm only twenty one
Should I let you stay? Should you let me stay?
Because we both are so afraid, and I think it's okay
I don't want to hurt myself again, don't want to die the hundredth time like Amy
Love is a losing game, so I can't stay
So I just have to go
So I just have to go

Melancholic Songs (5:12)
Continuando o raciocínio da faixa anterior, Hina fala sobre como quando se envolve com alguém, sempre fica com medo de ser machucada e espera que a pessoa a deixe, por conta de insegurança e a falta de esperança em seus relacionamentos passados.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA

I see this state of mind, is becoming so common

Everyone good I met, just gone

I think it's something about me, maybe I'm like the wind

Never stay on a place, on a nomad trip

I'm like a rose, a pretty soul, but I have some thorns

I keep walking alone on this long life road

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for you to say "I'm gone"

So I can put on paper and make good things grow

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for the verdict

You'll love me, or if you'll leave like everyone

When the things keeps repeating again, on the fuckin' wild search for love

I've got friends on my back, to say I'm not alone

But on my mind I don't have hope

And I think you'll become another sad song

Another one of the infinite, I've wrote before

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for you to say "I'm gone"

So I can put on paper and make good things grow

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for the verdict

You'll love me, or you'll leave like everyone

People come and go, you'll say "you love me so"

But I know you'll have to go

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for you to say "I'm gone"

So I can put on paper and make good things grow

Me and my melancholic songs

We're waiting for the verdict

You'll love me, or you'll leave like everyone

Melancholic, melancholic, melancholic, songs

Cry (4:34)
Cry tem uma temática parecida com Sometimes I Get Scared. A música fala como a sociedade diz que chorar é sinônimo de fraqueza, sendo que sem chorar não há crescimento. Nessa música, Hina fala que não tem nada errado em chorar e que isso apenas no fortalece.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA

They'd said big girls like me doesn't cry
And everytime I do this, feels like a crime
But this salty water just come to my eyes
They want my emotions to be hidden inside, hidden inside
But I feel so alive

Because there's no growing up without cry
They never said you it's okay to be mad about
So you wanna see an ocean in my blue eyes
You'll never see my emotions hidden inside
And I don't care, and go fuck yourself
If you think I'm not strong because I cry

I swear I'm ready to the fight
I just need to cry a little before I go to hit my spotlight
Because everyone on this city feels so dead inside
They feel like their emotions are nothing important, this can be postponed to tomorrow, and tomorrow doesn't come
But I feel so alive

Because there's no growing up without cry
They never said you it's okay to be mad about
So you wanna see an ocean in my blue eyes
You'll never see my emotions hidden inside
And I don't care, and go fuck yourself
If you think I'm not strong because I cry

Because it's okay to be fragile
You don't need to be strong all the time
I see a tear on your eye, that just means you're alive
So don't hide yourself now
I do care about your cry
So don't hide yourself now
I do care about your cry

BREAK! ft. Lucca Lordgan (3:10)
BREAK! é uma faixa em apoio à comunidade LGBTQIA+, e por conta disso, a música conta com a participação de Lucca Lordgan. A faixa diz que não tem nada de errado em ser quem você é, e que quando as pessoas tentarem te botar pra baixo, na verdade é porque tem medo que você cresça e apareça do jeito que você é.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
Hina Both Lucca

If it's what you want to do, do it

If you're afraid, do it afraid

I'm so sick of some jerks saying you don't have potential, you deserve a fucking pedestal

Don't let them make you believe you can't grow, so take off your mask, yeah, take off your mask

And when you're ready, you'll break them

It's time to show yourself behind the mask

And don't fucking care if they say you're a waste

No matter who you are, and how different you look like

You're not a waste (you're not)

So go hard and break all those jerks

You can find paradise, you can find paradise

They say you that, you don't deserve to exist

They're so fucking wrong, you should know it

They make the world harder because they're afraid, that you can grow and break them

And when you're ready, you'll break them

It's time to show yourself behind the mask

And don't fucking care if they say you're a waste

No matter who you are, if you're asian, or if you're gay

You never was a waste (you're not)

So go hard and break all those jerks

You can find paradise, you can find paradise

And there's nothing they can say, you're not a waste

Not a waste, not a waste

And there's nothing they can say, you're not a waste

Not a waste, not a waste

And there's nothing they can say, you're not a waste

Not a waste, not a waste

And there's nothing they can say, you're not a waste

Not a waste, not a waste

And when you're ready, you'll break them

It's time to show yourself behind the mask

And don't fucking care if they say you're a waste

No matter who you are, and how different you look like

You're not a waste (you're not)

So go hard and break all those jerks

You can find paradise, you can find paradise

It's time to show yourself behind the mask

Mind Waste (3:46)
Em Mind Waste, Hina fala sobre pensar demais. A música fala como às vezes pensamentos ruins bloqueiam alguns pensamentos bons, e como essa situação a deixa ansiosa.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA

Don't wanna be thinking on think
My head is full of inutile things
These things are taking space in my brain
I don't know even who I am
Cause I want to scream, louder than I ever did
I can't concentrate, on what's important to me
Cause I'm full of thoughts flyin' free

So tired, so tired
Of this mind waste
I think I'm so intelligent
But I only do mind waste, keep it repeating again
Keep it repeating, repeating again (Ooh)

I think so much in everything
Why my brain couldn't think in a way simpler?
I wish I had this sense of belonging
So maybe I would stop to think in everything
Cause I want to scream, louder than I ever did
I can't concentrate, on what's important to me
Cause I'm full of thoughts flyin' free

So tired, so tired
Of this mind waste
I think I'm so intelligent
But I only do mind waste, keep it repeating again
Keep it repeating, repeating again (Ooh)

Everything is so embarrassing
I've wished I never thought like this
I want to just get free of it
Cause my mind waste is blocking some good things
Cause my mind waste is blocking some good things

So tired, so tired
Of this mind waste
I think I'm so intelligent
But I only do mind waste, keep it repeating again
Keep it repeating, repeating again (Ooh)

I WANNA GET OLD! ft. Yves & Saori (3:07)
Segundo single do álbum e também BNT da semana em questão, I WANNA GET OLD fala sobre o sentimento de querer crescer da maneira que bem entender, e não apenas o que as pessoas tem como senso comum de crescimento. A faixa é do gênero riot grrl, que conta como featuring Saori e Yves.

INSTRUMENTAL

LETRA
Hina All Yves Saori
Maybe someday I'll change, I'll rearrange, and realize (I am not the same as before)

Because I'm growing up, day by day, and everyday I'm not the same
But I don't want to become so hopeless, as I see, people who had grown up around me
The world is killing souls, if it's what's becoming an adult I don't wanna ever grow

I won't act my age, the soul is mine, and you don't wanna take
I don't care if I'm wrong, or if I'm being dumb
I just wanna fucking play destroy for my beliefs

I've always been a cry baby bitch, you won't take my tears because (they're fucking mine, don't fucking touch it)
There's how to get old and stay with my soul young
And it's that track that I'm coming for
Mature isn't relationed about how soulless you become
I think it's about knowing yourself and just about it
I wanna grow, but I'll not hide my fucking emotions like you do

I won't act my age, the soul is mine, and you don't wanna take
I don't care if I'm wrong, or if I'm being dumb
I just wanna fucking play destroy for my beliefs

Maybe I have Peter Pan syndrome
But I don't care about it at all
I wanna get old in my way

Maybe I have Peter Pan syndrome
But I don't care about it at all
I wanna get old in my way

Maybe I have Peter Pan syndrome
But I don't care about it at all
I wanna get old in my way

FUCK!

I won't act my age, the soul is mine, and you don't wanna take
I don't care if I'm wrong, or if I'm being dumb
I just wanna fucking play destroy for my beliefs

I won't act my age, the soul is mine, and you don't wanna take
I don't care if I'm wrong, or if I'm being dumb
I just wanna fucking play destroy for my beliefs

So I really wanna get old, really wanna get old, but I'll do it my way

IDOL

Hina Maeda - Sometimes I Get Scared :(

Post by fakepunk on Sept 10, 2022 22:20:08 GMT

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