Vivien Turner - Renegade

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Vivien Turner - Renegade
Duração: 10:00 | Gêneros: Pop Alternativo
Composição: Vivien Turner | Produção: Apollyon
Data de Lançamento: 24 de Setembro  - (27 de Maio de 2022)

Hoje, o primeiro dia da primavera (no mundinho IDOL) marca o grande retorno de Vivien Turner. O último lançamento da cantora tinha sido no ano de 2020, com o universalmente aclamado álbum The Coccoon & The Butterfly, com os três singles de enorme sucesso Chrysalis, Le Dernier Vol e Life Locomotive. A era teve um sucesso gigantesco, consagrando Vivien Turner como uma das maiores compositoras visionárias da década, e rendendo diversos recordes de venda, conseguindo o enorme feito de trazer uma sonoridade bem experimental para o grande mainstream.
Após a finalização de seu álbum, a cantora voltou a seu estilo de vida comum, quase nunca entrando em suas redes sociais, e apenas mandando mensagens positivas aos fãs por email em datas importantes como as trocas de estação. 

Agora, 5 anos depois, a cantora faz seu grande retorno, com ênfase em GRANDE. Sua nova música Renegade tem 10:00 minutos de duração, carregados pela voz melancólica e emocionante de Vivien, que faz paralelos, metáforas e referências a momentos para descrever sua tristeza em lembranças.
Há rumores que a faixa fala sobre como ocorreu o fim seu relacionamento com Caleb Roth, que traiu Turner no final do ano passado, havendo vários possíveis indícios na letra da música, que foram ainda mais ressaltados pelas recentes atividades de Roth desdenhando de Turner em seu Twitter nos últimos dias.

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◆ AUDIO ◆


◆ LETRA ◆
What you didn’t tell no one
you could always tell me
Do you think of what we were
what we could’ve been?

When you took that photo
of me by our tree
Do you remember?
You said you never felt more free

Oh, I told you we were twin flames
dancing out on the wild
For the world, you’re the man
For me, still just a child

Like you were my Shahryar
I’d tell you stories at night
One thousand and one
until we saw sunlight

I wouldn’t keep you stuck
I’d always let you roam
Cause I’d always count on you
to know your way back home

(Oh, oh, oh)

I see my ugliest demons
against me they rise
Do you ever feel shame
seeing teardrops fall down my eyes?

Could it be
that a king
turned into
a renegade?

Oh, for all of those times
I would meet you at dawn
You’d put on your brown hat
I had my white dress on

Everyone’s out here for you
when you are singing out loud
but I’d still be there when
your burden becomes the crowd

And I’d follow the pace of your song
I was just so wrong
To trust the strength of your will
for the way you made me feel

And you will never even forget
You’re cursed to regret
How you could not bear to grow
and lost the greatest one you know

And how you always said you would stay
but you still drove me away
I’m running up this hill
but you can see I’m standing still

And when you try to find me again
I’ll lament your pain
but I’ll be above it all
Dead at summer, alive at fall

But I won’t keep you stuck
even if you built all your land
with water all around
on the merciless sand

You’ll keep coming back again
to when you were here
you were playing me a song
while I was holding up your beer

I never
thought of you
as what you are
a renegade

I might be a contradiction
The strong woman that cries
The alive woman that dies
The emotive woman that is wise

But you are
what you are
a magnificent
renegade

(Oh, Oh)

Was it ever something I lacked?
maybe you always wanted out
or maybe you’re just another Judas
I’d never known about

Open the gate
there it goes
on his mount
the renegade

Don’t you dare tell me
I’m to blame for our last breath
when you were always the one
to chase the road to our death

With violent steps
and your rusty chest
you’re nothing but
a, ah, ah

This is the last time
I’ll spend rhymes
the last time
I’ll let you into my mind
(and someday you’re gonna find)

You were the one lost
but I payed the cost
so now won’t you toss
the blame over the bridge you cross
while I’m frozen by your frost?

The red signs you’ve given
were never listened
But was I ever someone
less than sufficient
when you’re the one reminiscent?

Do you see you’ve created an ocean?
there are blue waves
between us in motion
gone with them your devotion

You heard the song I had only sang to just a few
dined at the same table my blood dined to

Nothing was ever worth for all the risks that you take
but all bodies with no poise are
bodies bound to break

It's the real world
no one cares if you’re alone
no one stops to hear your
sweet melodious tone

You were lucky you had someone
to love you in the long run
I would’ve made you
my stars, my moon and my sun

And someday you will miss
the one who counted every hour
the one who had the power
to make sweet of all your sour

You’ll wish you’d not became
this unheroic
renegade

And maybe someday you
will even see
you just feared losing us
when you’d already lost me

and when you had me close
you weren’t this lonesome old
renegade

Masquerade
You’re unmade
you’re a renegade

Undismayed
serenade
you’re a renegade

Retrograde
Unafraid
you’re nothing but
a renegade

And I would forever be your best friend
until the end
But you signed the deal to turn me into your future past

I swear before the shining moon
Anytime soon
You’ll see all your wishes required we would last

It hurts to see a long love end again
but what’s the use of rose seeds on a barren land?

And on the grounds covered in sand
only the thorniest tough trees will stand

but you’ll see my desert rose survived
the endless winter in your heart

I’m forever your deadly nightshade
and you’re my
renegade

I’m your posthumous memoirs
and you’re my
renegade

You’re a self made
unfortunate
renegade

You’re a self made
unfortunate

beautifully wretched
renegade, renegade

(renegade)

unlucky
renegade, renegade

(renegade)

sorrowful
renegade, renegade

You’re a self made
unfortunate

beautifully wretched
renegade, renegade

unlucky
renegade, renegade

(renegade)

sorrowful
renegade, renegade

(…)

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