Kyle - the night also hugs the waves [promo]

Produced by: Leviathan Reed; Choi Bae Kwan; Kyle Colbert Moore

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Kyle's commentary: "'the night also hugs the waves' is about how quick I am at saying goodbye when the first thing goes wrong, how I am always running from how I never feel good enough for anyone or anything, especially in love, and how I wish I was different but I don't even know how I got here and what makes me be this way."

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I’m not the only sin here

but I left you out of fear



That picture’s all I think about

I thought that was the end of it all

Now I know I was our downfall



I always knew how it would end

I’m bad even at being a friend

My mind I will never understand



My baby, can’t you see?

I’m always cut by my own blades

the night also hugs the waves

and I’m my own deadly nightshades



Yeah, I make myself bleed

maybe you even still loved me

but when it gets too hard for me

I know I am about to leave

I have nothing to keep



Every name in my heart belongs to the past

I confess my head can never really rest

but you don’t have to believe in me



My default mode is running away

vanish before it all turns to clay

my life is just a great escape



It wasn’t that I didn’t care

I know I’m just a cross to bear

and now my future is nowhere



My baby, can’t you see?

I’m always cut by my own blades

the night also hugs the waves

and I’m my own deadly nightshades



Yeah, I make myself bleed

maybe you even still loved me

but when it gets too hard for me

I know I am about to leave



Nothing I ever do ends that well

maybe I’m a shell of myself

or maybe I’m just hell



I’ll always be the one to leave first

be the one that’s the worst



I’m just a fucking crow

even my daddy knows



I won’t put up a fight

I’ll disappear into the night



Go cry you pussy

You’ll never know what it is to bleed

I’ll show what it really is

show how they feel after you leave



My baby, can’t you see?

I’m always cut by my own blades

the night also hugs the waves

and I’m my own deadly nightshades



Go ahead little boy

make yourself just a sexy toy



You know that’s all you ever were

to all the boys you ever fucked



Go ahead little Kyle

you’re the best at faking smiles



No matter if I kissed his face

cause the night kisses the sea waves