Kyle - the night also hugs the waves
Sept 25, 2023 5:32:57 GMT
Post by ggabxxi on Sept 25, 2023 5:32:57 GMT
Written by Kyle C. Moore
Genres: Alternative Rock/ Alt Pop
Produced by Apollyon, MØX, Kyle Moore, Leviathan Reed and Lizzie Borden.
Recorded at Urielectric Studios in New York and Night City Studios in London.
® © Arcade Records, all rights reserved, 2027.
1. wildfire
Kyle's commentary: "'wildfire' is about breaking up with someone I don't really feel a connection or have things in common anymore, about getting involved with someone that never stopped walking or settled down or made me feel like I was good enough."
We had our own page
now we’re on different books
Love, I know this ache
is greater than any pill you took
I won’t come back to you
I won’t come back to you
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
Baby, back in May
you called me on my birthday
I thought my heart would start
I only felt it turn to gray
Don’t ask for my heart back
you can’t fix color lack
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
And I got no chance
against your reds and yellows as they dance
calcined by your flames
it was the last time you ever came
I could go anywhere
Now I’ll never be nowhere
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
Now I am just a shell
just a shell of myself
Now I am just a shell
Just a shell of myself
2. the night also hugs the waves
Kyle's commentary: "'the night also hugs the waves' is about how quick I am at saying goodbye when the first thing goes wrong, how I am always running from how I never feel good enough for anyone or anything, especially in love, and how I wish I was different but I don't even know how I got here and what makes me be this way."
I’m not the only sin here
but I left you out of fear
That picture’s all I think about
I thought that was the end of it all
Now I know I was our downfall
I always knew how it would end
I’m bad even at being a friend
My mind I will never understand
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Yeah, I make myself bleed
maybe you even still loved me
but when it gets too hard for me
I know I am about to leave
I have nothing to keep
Every name in my heart belongs to the past
I confess my head can never really rest
but you don’t have to believe in me
My default mode is running away
vanish before it all turns to clay
my life is just a great escape
It wasn’t that I didn’t care
I know I’m just a cross to bear
and now my future is nowhere
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Yeah, I make myself bleed
maybe you even still loved me
but when it gets too hard for me
I know I am about to leave
Nothing I ever do ends that well
maybe I’m a shell of myself
or maybe I’m just hell
I’ll always be the one to leave first
be the one that’s the worst
I’m just a fucking crow
even my daddy knows
I won’t put up a fight
I’ll disappear into the night
Go cry you pussy
You’ll never know what it is to bleed
I’ll show what it really is
show how they feel after you leave
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Go ahead little boy
make yourself just a sexy toy
You know that’s all you ever were
to all the boys you ever fucked
Go ahead little Kyle
you’re the best at faking smiles
No matter if I kissed his face
cause the night kisses the sea waves
3. white lines
Kyle's commentary: "white lines is actually a deeply horny song. I mean, I've done so many unbelievably depressed songs and so I wouldn't want everyone to think I'm only depressed. Now, they can think I'm horny and a druggy too and that pretty much sums up past Kyle: depression, horniness and cocaine. Now I got a husband and a baby and I love them but well... I'm still all of those things, just not when I'm home. "white lines" couldn't be easier to get, it's a song that compares kissing and fucking someone to using cocaine, that's it. Peace!"
Do you like
my sparkling eyes?
do my dark circles remind you
of our night?
we are both holding on for dear life
You’re so high
with your gray eyes
I don’t mean drugs, your height took me by surprise
kiss me again, treat your life as a prize
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my white lines
ah, ah, ah, ah
I don’t need air
I need you there
on my bed while my fingers
hug your curly hair
Lay on my skin
I need your sin
baby, don’t be mean
I just want you to
make me feel seen
So I’ll tell you everywhere I’ve been
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my white lines
ah, ah, ah, ah
🎵
Babe, get here
ride my guitar
I’ll show you
there’s life in mars
you shine brighter
than the sun
when you’re screaming
making me moan
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my why -
ah, ah, ah, ah
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my -
4. hard rain
Kyle's commentary: "I think... 'hard rain' is about when I had a change of perspective on what went down in my life this year... how I... maybe tried to stop hating myself so much and tried to ease the guilt I feel. This song is about how... every story has two sides but no one ever heard mine and I won't tell it, actually, I just wanted to say I had a reason. Maybe not a good enough reason, maybe not just one reason, but I wouldn't hurt someone out of the blue, I know I wouldn't, no matter what everyone says."
Baby, I love when it rains hard
cause that’s the way I feel inside
Don’t pull me close
I am so gross
make you feel chose
till coke’s up my nose
I’ll ruin your whole fucking life
How long are you gonna take
till you’re a mistake?
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
Thunder only strikes when there’s rain
(yeah)
still you say what I did was in vain
(yeah)
You’re so innocent
you turned me in
but what if they see
when I’m on my knees
an attention whore in tears begging
I was only nineteen
begging to be seen
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
I hate you forever but you still feel
so damn good
I’ll curse you but show up in my dreams still
please, will you?
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
5. ocean eyes
Kyle's commentary: "Well, 'ocean eyes' is obviously about being obsessed with someone sexually but also emotionally and I guess even spiritually or something to the point your body turns treacherous, like, you can't control it and trust in it cause it gets weird when you see a person."
Will you find your way back to my lips again?
sing me like an anthem
baby, we’re not like them
it’s a shame that we’re just friends
I fucking love it every time it rains hard
I picture in the dark
we’re hiding in the car
and I could take you somewhere far
So read the room at least once when you come in
(cause my) eyes glow, chest works, you’re like a fire omen
(and I) can see you in my dreams, I’m in, you’re coming
(cause I’m) already on a cliff but I feel no fear of falling
Into your ocean eyes
you’ll be mine
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
But it’s your turn to find your way back to me
and when I start to bleed
I’ll remind you it is
cause of your lack of empathy
And you’re so perfect that it makes my chest hurt
I won’t give you the blur
it’s never gonna work
you’re too engraved in all my words
So read the room at least once when you come in
(cause my) eyes glow, chest works, you’re like a fire omen
(and I) can see you in my dreams, I’m in, you’re coming
(cause I’m) already on a cliff but I feel no fear of falling
Into your ocean eyes
you’ll be mine
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
Make me lonely
never invisible
quit playing
with the heart that you stole
we’re akai
ito down to our bones
can’t you see
we’re the luckiest ones
I’ll become
the love you never had
just kiss me
whenever you feel sad
you make me
feel I desperately need to be bad
(guitar solo)
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
6. lantern
Kyle's commentary: "'lantern' is obviously a "what could've been" song. It doesn't mean I'm not happy about the way things went down, it's just... I don't know... maybe a thought about what my life would be like if we did things differently. Also about how I also idealize the people I fall in love with, so, the version my mind creates of them is the most perfect one."
My mom’s trust issues
overflow from my chest
My father’s lust for running
it was also always there
You overcame my usual
way to kill the aftermath
But I still watched Jesus
and he never watched me back
I’m always out with a lantern
in the night looking for myself
cause in every form of water
I only ever see someone else
but I’ll only run away
if you’re in the passenger seat
and we would end on the highway
crystalline but still just meat, meat, meat!
🎵
I pretend I’m in love
with the fact that I’m alive
but I don’t pretend it’s a lie
that since we kissed you’re on my mind
You’ll always see me
when all the stars are aligned
I swear you’ll miss me
when he doesn’t treat you as kind
We’re an akai ito story
can’t you see our red line?
We’re in bed side by side
in some other beautiful life
and we laugh so hard seeing
that in this life we are apart
but what helps me sleep is
in some universe you looked back too
you’re also out with your lantern
but honey eyes, if you only knew
that how you look from my eyes
is the most fucking loved version of you, you!
7. so this is love
Kyle's commentary: "'so this is love' is about revenge cheating and accidentally falling in love with the guy I cheated my boyfriend with. My boyfriend did something I would consider as cheating and so I was mad and wanted to clap back. "
Your curly hair
against my skin
space between us
is paper thin
I’ll kiss your neck
if you let me
I’ll always come back
cause you’re my fantasy
I kissed four people tonight
I won’t remember
you’re the one in my mind
you’re the labyrinth center
I’ll kiss your neck
you’ll ask to breathe
the only thing we lack
is you leaving with me
We know what you think of me
what I think of you
So claim my lips
your property
and every kiss
wraps me as a gift
baby it’s not stealing if I gave me, no
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
Now I connect a book and a song with you
and my favorite album is now yours too
giving in to you so fast would be so cruel
but if someday you ask me, I’ll say “almost do”
So tall, fucking gorgeous
if you’re the devil I’ll give up on the righteous
every time they’re watching us
like a movie on their shitty iPhone something plus, yeah
Open your door
we can dance to anything then end on the floor
I’ll do no harm to you
unless you want me to
Sit on the stairs
lay your drunk head
you just can’t bear
I won’t just stare
I’ll touch your sweating hair
give me your shirt
you’re gasping for air
oh, we’re just dirt
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
So this is love?
I just die every time
you choose to show
maybe someday
you won’t be mine
o-o-oh
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
So this is love?
I just die every time
you choose to show
maybe someday
you won’t be mine
will you be mine?
will you be mine
and skinny dip in my mind?
8. not worth thinking of
Kyle's commentary: not worth thinking of is... something. I think it's probably the most beautiful and solemn thing I've made since "wildfire" and I'm so fucking proud of it. It's a sad song but I know you're not surprised. But now... it's something more. not worth thinking of is about how I felt when I was 19 and... you kinda think you know everything and then you just keep doing shit until you realize you'll always be full of shit but it's already too late. I think I... I'm kinda happy now but I keep thinking of what would've been my life if I wasn't so stupid two years ago..."
I got a lot to say to you
but I’d rather choke on my words
sometimes what I wanna do
is snap and show you who’s the worst
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
I wait for people to hurt me
just so I can feel I’m right
waited for your light to burn me
in the eyes so all turns to night
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
is it hard to breathe
when you think of me?
is it hard to breathe
when you think of me?
put me on my knees so you can make my face red with all ease
boy, please
I loved you the most
you’re always my ghost
I loved you the most
I always feel when you met me
I was just a kid
I adore you but now I feel
I’m something you just want rid
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
When I’m almost leaving
I will meet you
you’ll show up on my ceiling
and I will keep you
9. AAAAAAAAAAAH
1. wildfire
Kyle's commentary: "'wildfire' is about breaking up with someone I don't really feel a connection or have things in common anymore, about getting involved with someone that never stopped walking or settled down or made me feel like I was good enough."
We had our own page
now we’re on different books
Love, I know this ache
is greater than any pill you took
I won’t come back to you
I won’t come back to you
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
Baby, back in May
you called me on my birthday
I thought my heart would start
I only felt it turn to gray
Don’t ask for my heart back
you can’t fix color lack
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
And I got no chance
against your reds and yellows as they dance
calcined by your flames
it was the last time you ever came
I could go anywhere
Now I’ll never be nowhere
You’re like wildfire
you stop for no one
you burn every forest
brighter than the sun
Now I am just a shell
just a shell of myself
Now I am just a shell
Just a shell of myself
2. the night also hugs the waves
Kyle's commentary: "'the night also hugs the waves' is about how quick I am at saying goodbye when the first thing goes wrong, how I am always running from how I never feel good enough for anyone or anything, especially in love, and how I wish I was different but I don't even know how I got here and what makes me be this way."
I’m not the only sin here
but I left you out of fear
That picture’s all I think about
I thought that was the end of it all
Now I know I was our downfall
I always knew how it would end
I’m bad even at being a friend
My mind I will never understand
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Yeah, I make myself bleed
maybe you even still loved me
but when it gets too hard for me
I know I am about to leave
I have nothing to keep
Every name in my heart belongs to the past
I confess my head can never really rest
but you don’t have to believe in me
My default mode is running away
vanish before it all turns to clay
my life is just a great escape
It wasn’t that I didn’t care
I know I’m just a cross to bear
and now my future is nowhere
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Yeah, I make myself bleed
maybe you even still loved me
but when it gets too hard for me
I know I am about to leave
Nothing I ever do ends that well
maybe I’m a shell of myself
or maybe I’m just hell
I’ll always be the one to leave first
be the one that’s the worst
I’m just a fucking crow
even my daddy knows
I won’t put up a fight
I’ll disappear into the night
Go cry you pussy
You’ll never know what it is to bleed
I’ll show what it really is
show how they feel after you leave
My baby, can’t you see?
I’m always cut by my own blades
the night also hugs the waves
and I’m my own deadly nightshades
Go ahead little boy
make yourself just a sexy toy
You know that’s all you ever were
to all the boys you ever fucked
Go ahead little Kyle
you’re the best at faking smiles
No matter if I kissed his face
cause the night kisses the sea waves
3. white lines
Kyle's commentary: "white lines is actually a deeply horny song. I mean, I've done so many unbelievably depressed songs and so I wouldn't want everyone to think I'm only depressed. Now, they can think I'm horny and a druggy too and that pretty much sums up past Kyle: depression, horniness and cocaine. Now I got a husband and a baby and I love them but well... I'm still all of those things, just not when I'm home. "white lines" couldn't be easier to get, it's a song that compares kissing and fucking someone to using cocaine, that's it. Peace!"
Do you like
my sparkling eyes?
do my dark circles remind you
of our night?
we are both holding on for dear life
You’re so high
with your gray eyes
I don’t mean drugs, your height took me by surprise
kiss me again, treat your life as a prize
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my white lines
ah, ah, ah, ah
I don’t need air
I need you there
on my bed while my fingers
hug your curly hair
Lay on my skin
I need your sin
baby, don’t be mean
I just want you to
make me feel seen
So I’ll tell you everywhere I’ve been
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my white lines
ah, ah, ah, ah
🎵
Babe, get here
ride my guitar
I’ll show you
there’s life in mars
you shine brighter
than the sun
when you’re screaming
making me moan
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my why -
ah, ah, ah, ah
I’m walking on white lines
I’m dancing on white lines
that’s because you’re just my type
I’m running to my -
4. hard rain
Kyle's commentary: "I think... 'hard rain' is about when I had a change of perspective on what went down in my life this year... how I... maybe tried to stop hating myself so much and tried to ease the guilt I feel. This song is about how... every story has two sides but no one ever heard mine and I won't tell it, actually, I just wanted to say I had a reason. Maybe not a good enough reason, maybe not just one reason, but I wouldn't hurt someone out of the blue, I know I wouldn't, no matter what everyone says."
Baby, I love when it rains hard
cause that’s the way I feel inside
Don’t pull me close
I am so gross
make you feel chose
till coke’s up my nose
I’ll ruin your whole fucking life
How long are you gonna take
till you’re a mistake?
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
Thunder only strikes when there’s rain
(yeah)
still you say what I did was in vain
(yeah)
You’re so innocent
you turned me in
but what if they see
when I’m on my knees
an attention whore in tears begging
I was only nineteen
begging to be seen
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
I hate you forever but you still feel
so damn good
I’ll curse you but show up in my dreams still
please, will you?
When the day is done
the only way I’m home
is when I am with strangers on the street
The only thing I hope
is I become the love
the love storm I never had when you were here
were here with me
5. ocean eyes
Kyle's commentary: "Well, 'ocean eyes' is obviously about being obsessed with someone sexually but also emotionally and I guess even spiritually or something to the point your body turns treacherous, like, you can't control it and trust in it cause it gets weird when you see a person."
Will you find your way back to my lips again?
sing me like an anthem
baby, we’re not like them
it’s a shame that we’re just friends
I fucking love it every time it rains hard
I picture in the dark
we’re hiding in the car
and I could take you somewhere far
So read the room at least once when you come in
(cause my) eyes glow, chest works, you’re like a fire omen
(and I) can see you in my dreams, I’m in, you’re coming
(cause I’m) already on a cliff but I feel no fear of falling
Into your ocean eyes
you’ll be mine
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
But it’s your turn to find your way back to me
and when I start to bleed
I’ll remind you it is
cause of your lack of empathy
And you’re so perfect that it makes my chest hurt
I won’t give you the blur
it’s never gonna work
you’re too engraved in all my words
So read the room at least once when you come in
(cause my) eyes glow, chest works, you’re like a fire omen
(and I) can see you in my dreams, I’m in, you’re coming
(cause I’m) already on a cliff but I feel no fear of falling
Into your ocean eyes
you’ll be mine
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
Make me lonely
never invisible
quit playing
with the heart that you stole
we’re akai
ito down to our bones
can’t you see
we’re the luckiest ones
I’ll become
the love you never had
just kiss me
whenever you feel sad
you make me
feel I desperately need to be bad
(guitar solo)
until I’m screaming and my body’s so
soaking wet
you bet
6. lantern
Kyle's commentary: "'lantern' is obviously a "what could've been" song. It doesn't mean I'm not happy about the way things went down, it's just... I don't know... maybe a thought about what my life would be like if we did things differently. Also about how I also idealize the people I fall in love with, so, the version my mind creates of them is the most perfect one."
My mom’s trust issues
overflow from my chest
My father’s lust for running
it was also always there
You overcame my usual
way to kill the aftermath
But I still watched Jesus
and he never watched me back
I’m always out with a lantern
in the night looking for myself
cause in every form of water
I only ever see someone else
but I’ll only run away
if you’re in the passenger seat
and we would end on the highway
crystalline but still just meat, meat, meat!
🎵
I pretend I’m in love
with the fact that I’m alive
but I don’t pretend it’s a lie
that since we kissed you’re on my mind
You’ll always see me
when all the stars are aligned
I swear you’ll miss me
when he doesn’t treat you as kind
We’re an akai ito story
can’t you see our red line?
We’re in bed side by side
in some other beautiful life
and we laugh so hard seeing
that in this life we are apart
but what helps me sleep is
in some universe you looked back too
you’re also out with your lantern
but honey eyes, if you only knew
that how you look from my eyes
is the most fucking loved version of you, you!
7. so this is love
Kyle's commentary: "'so this is love' is about revenge cheating and accidentally falling in love with the guy I cheated my boyfriend with. My boyfriend did something I would consider as cheating and so I was mad and wanted to clap back. "
Your curly hair
against my skin
space between us
is paper thin
I’ll kiss your neck
if you let me
I’ll always come back
cause you’re my fantasy
I kissed four people tonight
I won’t remember
you’re the one in my mind
you’re the labyrinth center
I’ll kiss your neck
you’ll ask to breathe
the only thing we lack
is you leaving with me
We know what you think of me
what I think of you
So claim my lips
your property
and every kiss
wraps me as a gift
baby it’s not stealing if I gave me, no
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
Now I connect a book and a song with you
and my favorite album is now yours too
giving in to you so fast would be so cruel
but if someday you ask me, I’ll say “almost do”
So tall, fucking gorgeous
if you’re the devil I’ll give up on the righteous
every time they’re watching us
like a movie on their shitty iPhone something plus, yeah
Open your door
we can dance to anything then end on the floor
I’ll do no harm to you
unless you want me to
Sit on the stairs
lay your drunk head
you just can’t bear
I won’t just stare
I’ll touch your sweating hair
give me your shirt
you’re gasping for air
oh, we’re just dirt
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
So this is love?
I just die every time
you choose to show
maybe someday
you won’t be mine
o-o-oh
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
So this is love?
I fall apart every time
you throw your clothes
and skinny dip
right into my mind
So this is love?
I just die every time
you choose to show
maybe someday
you won’t be mine
will you be mine?
will you be mine
and skinny dip in my mind?
8. not worth thinking of
Kyle's commentary: not worth thinking of is... something. I think it's probably the most beautiful and solemn thing I've made since "wildfire" and I'm so fucking proud of it. It's a sad song but I know you're not surprised. But now... it's something more. not worth thinking of is about how I felt when I was 19 and... you kinda think you know everything and then you just keep doing shit until you realize you'll always be full of shit but it's already too late. I think I... I'm kinda happy now but I keep thinking of what would've been my life if I wasn't so stupid two years ago..."
I got a lot to say to you
but I’d rather choke on my words
sometimes what I wanna do
is snap and show you who’s the worst
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
I wait for people to hurt me
just so I can feel I’m right
waited for your light to burn me
in the eyes so all turns to night
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
is it hard to breathe
when you think of me?
is it hard to breathe
when you think of me?
put me on my knees so you can make my face red with all ease
boy, please
I loved you the most
you’re always my ghost
I loved you the most
I always feel when you met me
I was just a kid
I adore you but now I feel
I’m something you just want rid
how was I so good but never enough?
how was I so good but never enough?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
how did you love me so much now I’m not worth thinking of?
When I’m almost leaving
I will meet you
you’ll show up on my ceiling
and I will keep you
9. AAAAAAAAAAAH
Kyle's commentary: "This is probably the weirdest thing I've ever created. 'AAAAAAAAAAAH' is about how paradoxal my weird mind is. I don't believe in anything but love so the only reason I still wanna live is to be loved, but at the same time, I never feel I am good enough to make anyone fall for me. I never believe I am loved. I never believe even when people say "I love you" to my face so I try to ignore it and live normally but everytime I go to bed, I still feel like everyone that says they love me are pretending cause I don't see myself as a lovable person. It's about how I am trying so hard to be with my family forever and how I am so happy to have a family, a happy marriage and a perfect little child but I don't feel I really deserve to be this happy.
I never feel home in places
I only feel home in people
that’s why I’m not alright
when loneliness feels like a maze
my company is just a needle
and I wander through the night
And love’s not love if it won’t hurt
babe, throw salt on all my burns
happy feels like a wrong turn
babe, don’t say I am enough
I love you and you love me
we never even fight
maybe that’s what makes me bleed
but for you I would die
wait
is that fucked up to say?
does it matter if I pray
for us to be ok?
We got a beacon of light
his name even rhymes with sky
so guess we’ll be alright
So why does it feel so wrong
if I am no more on my own
I really hope we’re never done
but you know how I’m really known
I just love you so much
I wanna write an ode
but everything reminds me I
don’t deserve to be loved
(AAAAAAAAAAAH!)
[gibberish]
10. broken beyond repair
Kyle's commentary: "'broken beyond repair' is some kind of screaming for help. Not... not actually help tho, I only... I think it's about begging to be heard before being turned into a monster. 'Cause I make mistakes, I made very stupid mistakes and I hurt a good man but that doesn't mean I wasn't hurt too. I guess... I just wanted to scream out to the world I was broken too and broken people are very likely to make stupid shit. I made stupid shit but that's not everything I am.
For all of those times
you made me believe
you wanted me
in your memories
For all of those times
You never treated me
like family
like what you need
Your hand on my hair
you act like you care
but we both were there
when you were scared
And broke my heart beyond repair
broke me beyond repair
broke my heart beyond repair
broke me beyond repair
For all of my hours
I just needed to know
that you’d never go
and leave me alone
Now you say I’m sour
But you gave me just nos
before I even proposed
to hold you close
Your hands on my bed
We’re wrapped by a thread
but it’s tainted red
by the blood you shed
When you broke me beyond repair
my heart’s beyond repair
broke my heart beyond repair
broke me beyond repair
Don’t say you love me no more
when your right foot’s out the door
I’m all you ever asked for
but I’m not done
Don’t say you loved me then
your virgo love’s just quicksand
I swear you’ll miss me
miss me when
I’m forever gone
You’ll be broken beyond repair
Broken beyond repair
broken beyond repair
broken beyond repair
broken beyond repair
broken beyond repair
broken beyond repair
I’ll break you beyond repair
