11. HITS DIFFERENT
It was at the nightclub that we fell in love
No one knew what it was
You made a mess of me (mess of me)
I pictured you with other boys
So good to know that I was the first
And it's like
Waiting for a rain that never stops pouring
Day after day getting more and more boring
It's the kind of thing I never think twice
It was hard to know that our love was a lie
And oh, I'm going to be fine
I'll visit my friends for a while
I told them it's over, but I will be alright
'Cause it hits different
It hits different this time
I know it will all be gonna be good
For your heart was a prize I would rather lose
And after a long time I can be myself tonight
'Cause it hits different
It hits different this time
I used to switch my identity, faking names like a ghost
A wandering spirit waiting for you to make the most
Freedom felt like summer then on the coast
I thought we had a future together, well, almost
And it's like
Waiting for a rain that never stops pouring
Day after day getting more and more boring
It's the kind of thing I never think twice
It was hard to know that our love was a lie
And oh, I'm going to be fine
I'll visit my friends for a while
I told them it's over, but I will be alright
'Cause it hits different
It hits different this time
Oh, I'm going to be fine
I'll visit my friends for a while
I told them it's over, but I will be alright
'Cause it hits different
It hits different this time
12. EMOTIONAL MISERY
When I'm away from you
The sun shines more than ever
I stopped sending you my letters
Now I'm out of the blue
I knew there would be no excuse
Or message saying "I'll be better".
'Cuz this time is now or never
I'm not open to be used
Do you want to hear the good news?
Or you are just passing through
When you promised it would be only me and you
Is this what you really meant to say?
I knew this was not the truth
If you still love him then I keep my cool
It is literally the opposite of what I heard from you
And It only increased my heartache
Don't say I wasn't there
You clearly weren't aware that you
Turned into someone cruel
So, just to letting you really know
When I'm away from you
The sun shines brighter than ever
I stopped sending you my letters
Now I'm out of the blue
I'll call you again, submerged in pain
At home looking for where the fuck I am
You hurt to death, but I'll be holding my breath
'Cause you never cared about the things that I said
I know that this is not true
I know that you don't miss me at all
'Cause I gave myself the last dose of pity
I'll never go back to this city
And I don't care what the fuck you are on the internet
'Cause when I was in the worst, there was no safety net
It's really such a shame, you were my everything
Now rest in your emotional misery, that's all that you have
It's late to change my mind, no you can't
I can't feel bad, even if you tried, I can't
But today I could walk a mile, and show up at your house
Stand at you door and give you all the things that you don't gave to me
And in my diary there is an empty line, forever that day you lied
Saying that in the sky our star will always shine and will last forever
Just like you and me
I know you're not such a prude
But the way you broke me, that was rude
Forget about the way to my home
I'm so much better alone
13. HAPPIEST FUNERAL
Faded, fading like an old shirt, it's a tie-die
Our lungs haven't been working for a while
There's a tomorrow, but not for you and I
I hate it, but I accept it
Today everyone must get the news that we had died
And our love is gone now, everything we had has crumbled
Your self-destructive ways have taken everything we had
Our love that I always believed was real
And you didn't think so
It was real but it's not coming back
No, it's not coming back
I wish you all the best, and I wish you achieve everything you ever wanted
It's a bittersweet ending, like I'm sinking
Burn all the cards I gave you, keep the promises of love I made to you
Things only you know exist
All the guests are already waiting
It's a funeral day, the sun's not out, it won't end well
And I hope you get in life everything you ever wanted
Bury my heart, seven feet from the ground, it's the happiest funeral
Ooh, ooh
Bury my heart, six feet under, it's the happiest funeral
Ooh, ooh
Fading, your image is fading
Your reflection in the mirror I'm slowly cleaning
Your ghost doesn't call me in the nights
It's complicated, but slowly we're simplifying
I was waiting for a sign and the absence of it was what I find
So these are the winds that are changing me
And our love is gone now, everything we had has crumbled
Your self-destructive manners have taken everything we had
Our love that I always believed was real
And you didn't think so
It was real but it's not coming back
No, it's not coming back
I wish you all the best, and I wish you achieve everything you ever wanted
It's a bittersweet ending, like I'm sinking
Burn all the cards I gave you, keep the promises of love I made to you
Things only you know exist
All the guests are already waiting
It's a funeral day, the sun's not out, it won't end well
And I hope you get in life everything you ever wanted
Bury my heart, seven feet from the ground, it's the happiest funeral
Ooh, ooh
Bury my heart, six feet under, it's the happiest funeral
Ooh, ooh
Burn the kisses I've given you, all the times I've cried
Only God and I know how hard I've tried
The things that only the two of us know
The stories we didn't write
Bury my heart seven feet under the ground
I wish you all the best, and I wish you achieve everything you ever wanted
It's a bittersweet ending, like I'm sinking
Burn all the letters I gave you, keep the promises of love I made to you
Things only you know exist
All the guests are already waiting
It's a funeral day, the sun's not out, it won't end well
And I hope you get in life everything you ever wanted
Bury my heart, six feet under, it's the happiest funeral
Ooh, ooh
It's the happiest funeral
